Is This Heartbreak??

I know…my blog is not my diary. But this is too much pain to contain inside. 

I kissed this boy who I really like. We weren’t dating, we just kissed. You know. 

Now my friend (who has a boyfriend), is flirting with him and probably making out with him right about now. I’m an idiot. An idiot. 

Is this heartbreak? Is this what it feels like? 

If I could put what I feel into words, I would pick hurt. Very, very hurt. 

I can’t believe I thought he cared about me. Can anyone relate?